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Bazilaa🌷's avatar

SubhanAllah… your words didn’t just reach the heart... they sat inside it.🥺

This didn’t feel like a post ...it felt like a private du’a that somehow got shared with the world.

And the weight of it… the sincerity in it… it’s the kind of love that makes a person lower their gaze out of respect. This is the love for the sake of Allah....

Every line felt like it came from a heart that’s been whispering to Allah in the dark, long before it ever spoke to people.

A heart that’s more focused on protecting love than possessing it.

And that… is something only the most sincere hearts carry.

This line make me soo emotional ❤️‍🩹🫠

(Make me enough if You ever write her for me.”)

This didn’t just break me. It humbled me.

Because what you wrote wasn’t about wanting to have someone ... it was about becoming someone who’s safe for her soul.

And that level of love… it’s rare. It’s sacred. It’s real.

I pray Allah records every word you wrote as worship.

I pray He accepts every tear you shed as a witness for you on the Day when hearts are laid bare.

And if that girl is written for you ....

May He bring her to you in a way that feels like home after a long exile.

May your love be the kind that brings you closer to Him....not just in this world, but in every sajdah after it.

Literally This wasn’t a post.

It was a trust....i can't hold my tears 😭

And I truly pray ....from the depths of my heart ... that Allah honors it in the most beautiful way possible.

Ameen Ameen Ameen 💌

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Junaid Ul Nisar Raina's avatar

SubhanAllah… I don’t know how to thank you for this sister.

You didn’t just comment — you prayed, you wept with me, and you reflected what I couldn’t say out loud.

Your words felt like a trust too.

Ameen to every beautiful du’a.

May Allah give you a love that feels like mercy and a home that begins in sujood. 🤍

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Areeba ♡'s avatar

when the heart recognizes something the eyes haven’t seen… subhanAllah. may Allah place barakah in your love. ✨🤍

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Junaid Ul Nisar Raina's avatar

Thank you.

Ameen to your dua— may Allah place barakah in all the quiet, unseen places of your life too.

JazakAllahu khayran 🤍

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Sana's avatar

"but as a servant who feared Allah enough to earn her."

This is the bar, every single woman in this world needs this and this only.

I am on verge of tears, and I get why you felt the same 😭. May Allah grant you every goodness in this world and the hereafter.

Thankyou for writing this. 💝

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Junaid Ul Nisar Raina's avatar

That line came from a place of trembling not pride, just hope that one day I’m worthy of what I’m asking for.

Your words truly mean so much.

May Allah grant you a love rooted in taqwa, and write someone for you who fears losing Him more than anything.

Ameen. And thank you for feeling this with me 🤍

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_pinterest girl💕🇵🇸's avatar

Walahi there’s love and there’s love for the sake of Allah. May Allah bless your heart and bless you with her if she’s best for you💕

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Junaid Ul Nisar Raina's avatar

JazakAllahu khayran 🤍

Ameen, and may Allah bless your heart with someone who leads you closer to Him every step of the way.

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My Unfiltered Thoughts 💭's avatar

SubhanAllah, this is beautiful

This is more than writing… it’s a form of ibadah

May Allah grant you what’s best and protect your heart always

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Junaid Ul Nisar Raina's avatar

SubhanAllah… your words truly touched me.

If anything I wrote counts as worship, then all praise belongs to the One who placed it in my heart.

Ameen to your dua — and may Allah protect your heart too, always and gently. 🤍

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Aliza's avatar

AHHH!!! 🥹✨ feeling so many things rn after reading this!! I pray that Allah bring this girl into your life. May this dua of yours come true. May she stumble upon this piece and read it!! Ya Allah 😭😭 So so amazing writing ✨

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Junaid Ul Nisar Raina's avatar

your comment made me feel so many things too 🥺

Ameen, ya Rabb and may your du’as echo back into your own life in the most beautiful ways.

JazakAllah khayr for all this love 🤍

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Bebe's avatar

I don’t usually comment but I loved this so much.it felt like you were speaking to your audience directly or as if I was hearing a conversation between you and god that was supposed to stay private.

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Junaid Ul Nisar Raina's avatar

that means more than I can say.

Some words feel like whispers meant only for Allah and I was scared to share them.

But maybe hearts like yours were always meant to hear them.

JazakAllah khayr for stepping out of silence to leave this 🤍

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Husna ♡'s avatar

Wow subhanallah. This is so beautiful and honest wlh. I just I end up with someone with as much sincerity as you.

May Allah grant our heart's desires and requets if that's what's best for us 💫

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Junaid Ul Nisar Raina's avatar

SubhanAllah… if you carry a heart that values sincerity this deeply, then I already know you’ll be matched with someone who mirrors it.

Because hearts like yours don’t go unnoticed by Ar-Rahman.

May Allah write a love for you that feels like answered du’a and walks beside you all the way to Jannah. 🤍

You will end up with someone sincere maybe even more than you ever dreamed.

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imaan's avatar

this is beautiful, junaid. may Allah grant you what is best for you. you deserve the world :)

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Junaid Ul Nisar Raina's avatar

That truly means so much dear sister imaan— jazakAllah khayr 🤍

May Allah grant you the kind of peace and love that feels like home after a long journey.

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Muntaha's avatar

She is blessed and she doesn't even know this yet. May she get to read this piece. May Allah pak make it easy for you and her and bless you. Ameen.

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Junaid Ul Nisar Raina's avatar

Ameen, ya Rabb 🤍

Your words brought tears… because sometimes I wonder if she’ll ever know.

May Allah bless her in ways even my du’as can’t reach — and if it’s written, may He bring us together in His perfect timing.

JazakAllah khayr for your beautiful prayer . May Allah bless you too sister

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Eimear Corscadden's avatar

The language of the Beloved knows no confines of definition. It Pulses like a heartbeat that leaves no other choice but to follow the merry dance. Enjoy... and thank you 💚

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Junaid Ul Nisar Raina's avatar

SubhanAllah… what a breathtaking way to describe it.

Love that pulses like a heartbeat — not owned, not controlled, just followed.

Thank you for this gift of language…

and for dancing with the words, even if just for a moment. 🤍

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Faatima M Veil's avatar

My dear beloved brother...

The adhaan sounded just as i finished reading this. Almost as though the mercy you write with has transmuted into Allah's words. As though your call has become sacred...

May Allah grant you that which you covet. And if Allah were to ever decide to redirect your beautiful yearning elsewhere, I pray that this sister hears and receives your care for her and it is the balm that heals her soul.

I want to tell you that your longing and your heart are both sacred. Your softness a divine mercy and manifestation of His Rahma. I pray Allah grants you the openings in your life which honour your softness and your submission to Him. 🧡🧡🧡

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Junaid Ul Nisar Raina's avatar

My dearest sister

Your words reached me like a gentle adhaan of their own calling my heart to stillness, to surrender, to sujood.

SubhanAllah… what a sacred moment, that the adhaan followed your reading, as if mercy echoed through both voices.

Your du’a wrapped around my yearning like a warm prayer blanket.

If Allah redirects this love, may it still become light in the life it touches.

Ameen to every beautiful word you offered…

and may your own softness be honored in ways that feel like divine mercy walking beside you.

JazakAllah khayr… from the deepest place in me. 🤍

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Faatima M Veil's avatar

Dear Junaid,

Again your comment landed with me as the Adhaan sounded. A sign to let unfold how deeply your piece has sat with me. I want to honor it with my own vulnerable sharing.

As you spoke, I felt within me a deep yearning for a love like the one you describe. It came unexpectedly to my heart, because i had thought that this part of me had died.

And it had died. The way that it had received love before: transactional, shallow and self-interested love had killed it.

One of the comments described your yearning as Divine Love. And that's when I knew that the pieces had come together. That your words had turned the ashes of my heart back into a phoenix. Because it is Divine Love that I now seek, but i didn't know it still existed in human form. Until now.

Have you ever heard this quote before? "Seek a women whose heart is so deeply entrenched in God, that the only way you will find her is by finding God."

That's what i found when i read this. Whatever you are doing, dear Junaid, you are doing right. The restraint of your gaze, the keeping of yourself... you have preserved your fitra. In a world full of men who desire to take and take from women, you desire to covet and to protect.

Ar Rijaalu qawwaamoona ala' Nisaa.

This post embodies that. Imagine a world where that was the norm. I finally understand what it meant when Sahaba would offer to marry divorced and widowed women to protect them. Your Gheerah is so beautiful and your heart is so beautiful because of the way you honour Allah's word.

"Her words are washed in wudhu" is really my favorite line.

Dear Junaid, please tell your Ammi that your sister is coming to know you well and she wants to tell Ammi that she's blessed to have a son like you.

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Reset with Intention's avatar

This made me cry. May Allah bring this love into your life. Incredibly beautiful writing.

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Junaid Ul Nisar Raina's avatar

Your words made me pause… and reminded me that sometimes tears are just du’as in another form.

Ameen, ya Rabb — and may Allah bring into your life a love that feels like safety, worship, and home.

JazakAllah khayr for feeling this with me 🤍

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amina's avatar

Allahumabaarik such beautiful words may Allah hear ur sincere dua, this post is truly the definition of loving someone for the sake of Allah, very heart felt. I really do hope you find each other in this world.

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Junaid Ul Nisar Raina's avatar

Ameen, ya Rabb and may Allah grant you even better than what you’ve prayed for me.

Your words felt like a gentle du’a wrapped in warmth, and I’m truly grateful.

Jazakallahu khair🩶

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Noor Zahra's avatar

What have I just read??? 😭😭😭😭😭

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Junaid Ul Nisar Raina's avatar

Maybe just… a heart laid bare.

A little too honest, a little too hopeful

And now you’ve read it… so I guess my soul’s not that hidden anymore 😭🤍

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Shafia.s's avatar

Ah your words carry the sincerity of a heart that knows how to love not just deeply, but with honour. May Allah write her for you !!

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Junaid Ul Nisar Raina's avatar

Ameen, and may Allah grant you a love that mirrors His mercy pure, steady, and full of light.

Your words felt like a prayer dressed in kindness, and I’m truly touched.

If love is to be written, I pray it’s one that honours Him first.

Thank you, from the quietest part of my heart 🤍

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